My mascara's running down my cheeks yeah Million dollars, drowning down my sink yeah I'm so messed up, someone take a picture now yeah All my exes say I'm really toxic Kinda true though, I'm a bit chaotic Baby fuck em, I'm the hottest there's around Go, break my heart Yeah I'm thriving off the drama Ooh, when I'm low Then I'm rising even stronger I'll throw myself a pity party (party) Uuh, double shots lemon bacardi (for me) I'm feeling sad, I'm spiral falling I'm falling All the way down Now the only way is up up! I'll throw myself a pity party (party) Uuh, double shots lemon bacardi (for me) I'm feeling sad, I'm spiral falling (fallin) All the way down Now the only way is up up! Turn the lights off, turn the music louder Don't you worry, worry bout tomorrow Roll down the windows Hear me scream all over the town Go, break my heart Yeah I'm thriving off the drama Ooh, when I'm low Then I'm rising even stronger I'll throw myself a pity party (party) Uuh, double shots lemon bacardi (for me) I'm feeling sad, I'm spiral falling I'm falling All the way down Now the only way is up up! I'll throw myself a pity party (party) Uuh, double shots lemon bacardi (for me) I'm feeling sad, I'm spiral falling (fallin) All the way down Now the only way is up up! I'll throw myself a pity party (party) Uuh, double shots lemon bacardi (for me) I'm feeling sad, I'm spiral falling All the way down Now the only way is up up! I'll throw myself a pity party (party) Uuh, double shots lemon bacardi (for me) I'm feeling sad, I'm spiral falling (fallin) All the way down Now the only way is up up!