This is for the man who told me, “I’m happier with you.”
I hate you for the highs and lows
But I still can’t let you go
Even though my friends told me I shouldn’t go
But I still show up at 1 alone
You’re not into me anymore
You don’t need me like before
You won’t return after all
I already know, I already know
You built a wall of joy around your fragile soul
I knocked and knocked, but you won’t let me in at all
If I get close to you, you just slip away
Like I never really had you anyway
Thought I could save you, I could have you
We would love till the end
“It’s just a game.” That’s what you said
You’ll hold her hand, so go ahead
It seems you forget all the past
Everything we had, lingers in my head
Have you ever cared if I bled?
No excuses anymore
like “We don’t get along\"
Stop talking that shit
You just wanna leave
Why don’t you admit that half your heart still belongs to your ex?
You built a wall of joy around your fragile soul
I knocked and knocked, but you won’t let me in at all
If I get close to you, you just slip away
Like I never really
I kept your words in my head
I won’t forget
I hold the frames that we made
They’ll never fade
We’ve seen each other at our worst
Through all the pain and hurt
You said you love me eighty-two
But I still love you, can you do that too?
You built a wall of joy around your fragile soul
I knocked and knocked, but you won’t let me in at all
If I got close to you
I never really had you
I never really had you
I never really had you
Maybe you never needed to