Two cups on the table Both of them say “stay” Your hoodie on my chair Your echo in my brain I trace the old messages Thumb hovering on your name I’m halfway through a sentence Half in Half gone again Caught in a dilemma Heart says run Heart says remain I’m split right down the center Loving you is choosing pain Do I stay and feel you vanish Or leave and miss what’s left Every road is wrong and right Like a fork in my chest Your key by the doorway You say you “need some space” I laugh like it’s nothing My ribs are out of place I rehearse the perfect ending Then you kiss me like a dare I’m packing up my reasons You’re tugging on my hair (come closer) Caught in a dilemma Heart says run Heart says remain I’m split right down the center Loving you is choosing pain Do I stay and feel you vanish Or leave and miss what’s left Every road is wrong and right Like a fork in my chest If I lose you I lose me If I keep you I still bleed Tell me which disaster Like a fork in my chest