they know that I’m melancholy but don’t wanna ask me why just prayin’ somebody holds me I’m lost and helpless till I’m sober I have to feel alright I have to make it right I have to figure out every bruise though you’re not here with me as I’m walkin’ out the door leave my shadows on the floor and I’m practicin’ how to talk sweet and nice and I’,m always laugh like I had to prove that I’m okay I’m okay with me ’cause I fake a smile when I know I can’t make things right step aside when I know I can’t face the fight if I need to face it, all I do is get away all I need to say is “I ain’t got nothin’ to say” all that I know is I have to open doors but I’m afraid are you okay with me? they know that I’m melancholy but don’t wanna ask me why just prayin’ somebody holds me I’m lost and helpless till I’m sober I have to feel alright I have to make it right I have to figure out every bruise though you’re not here with me I got some preachers all around me caught in the middle, hear ’em knockin’ what if I start a fight? what if I have nobody to be there for me? I care, I hope you don’t walk away I’m scared you don’t understand whether I still love you or not wish we were dancin’ like we did before drink till dawn, sing through the night tell me what we’re waitin’ for don’t you have to stay up all night stay for a while would you check, before you go if I’m okay I’m not okay, maybe they know that I’m melancholy but don’t wanna ask me why just prayin’ somebody holds me I’m lost and helpless till I’m sober I have to feel alright I have to make it right I have to figure out every bruise though you’re not here with me