What Have I Done?

Time on my hands Sit and think about what I did wrong As the days turn into nights Nights back into days I sit alone Oh no, There's blood on my hands Guilty party Ain't no sense but I'm the one I'm responsible for this Sure as the moon shines Cuz I'm the sun What have I done What have I done What have I done What have I done Selfishly Catered to my own desires Never once thinking That breaking rules just cuz I wanted to Could possibly hurt you My only concern was me And now look at you Look at what my foolishness has turned you into In the end a monster But at first a goddess when we first begun What have I done What have I done What have I done What have I done I'm to blame Love is a privilege Not a game Now you're a monster I'm to blame Love is a privilege Not a game Oh so lovely All you wanted was to love me How did I end up the lonely one (what have i done) Not hard to love someone But it's hard to be in love Knowing that you're killing that person Oh so lovely All you wanted was to love me How did I end up the lonely one (what have i done) Not hard to love someone But it's hard to be in love Knowing that you're killing that person In the end a monster But she was a goddess when we first begun What have I done What have I done What have I done What have I done I'm to blame Love is a privilege Not a game Now you're a monster I'm to blame Love is a privilege Not a game Now you're a monster