Corduroy (Alternate Take)

The waiting drove me mad... You're finally here and I'm a mess. I take your entrance back - Can't let you roam inside my head. I don't want to take what you can give I would rather starve than eat your bread. I would rather run but I can't walk Guess I'll lie alone just like before. I'll take the firmest path Oh and I must refuse your test Oh push me and I will resist This behavior's not unique. I don't want to hear from those who know They can buy, but can't put on my clothes. I don't want to limp for them to walk Never would have known of me before. I don't want to be held in your debt. I'll pay it off in blood, let I be wed I'm already cut up and half dead I'll end up alone like I began. Everything has chains, absolutely nothing's changed. Take my hand, not my picture, spilled my tincture. I don't want to take what you can give I would rather starve than eat your breast All the things that others want for me Can't buy what I want because it's free Can't buy what I want because it's free Can't be what you want because I'm... I ain't s'posed to be just fun Oh, to live and die, let it be done. I figure I'll be damned - all alone like I began... It's your move now... I thought you were a friend, but I guess I, I guess I hate you...