Mockingbird

Yeah I know sometimes things might not always make sense to you right now But hey, what daddy always tell you? Straighten up little soldier Stiffen up that upper lip What'chu crying about? You got me.. Hailie, I know you miss your mom And I know you miss your dad when I’m gone But I’m trying to give you the life that I never had I can see you’re sad Even when you smile Even when you laugh I can see it in your eyes Deep inside, you wanna cry Cuz you’re scared I ain’t there? Daddy’s with you in your prayers No more crying Wipe them tears Daddy’s here No more nightmares We gonna pull together through it We gon’ do it Laini, uncle’s crazy ain’t he? Yeah but he loves you girl and you better know it We’re all we got in this world When it spins When it swirls When it whirls When it twirls Two little beautiful girls Looking puzzled, in a daze I know it’s confusing you Daddy’s always on the move Mama’s always on the news I try to keep you sheltered from it But somehow it seems, the harder that I try to do that the more it backfires on me All the things, growing up As daddy that he had to see Daddy don’t want you to see But you see just as much as me (to see?) That we did not plan it to be this way You’re mother and me But things have got so bad between us I don’t see us ever being Together ever again Like we used to be when was teenagers But then of coarse Everything always happens for a reason I guess it was never meant to be But it’s just something We have no control over And that’s what destiny is But no more worries Rest your head and go to sleep Maybe one day we’ll wake up And this will all just be a dream Now hush little baby don’t you cry Everythings gonna be alright Stiffen that upper lip up little lady I told ya, daddy’s here to hold ya Through the night I know mommy’s not here right now and we don’t know why We feel how we feel inside It may seem a little crazy, pretty baby But I promise, Mama’s gonna be alright It’s funny I remember back one year when daddy had no money Mommy wrapped the Christamas presents up and stuck them under the tree and said some of them were from me Cos daddy couldn’t buy ‘em I’ll never forget that Christmas I sat up the whole night cryin’ Cuz daddy felt like a bum See dadday had a job But his job was to keep the food on the table for you and mom And at the time every house that we lived in Either kept getting broken into and robbed or shot up on the block And your mom, was saving money For you in a jar trying to start a piggy bank for you So you can go to college Almost had a thousand dollars Till someone broke in and stole it And I know it hurt so bad it broke your mama’s heart And it seemed like everything was just starting to fall apart Mom and dads was arguing a lot So momma moved back on the Chalmers in the flat One bedroom apartment And dad moved back to the other side of 8 mile on Novarra And that’s when daddy went to California with his CD And met Dr. Dre and flew you and Mama out to see me But daddy had to work You and mama had to leave me Then you started seeing daddy on the TV And mama didn’t like it And you and Laini were too young to understand it Papa was a rolling stone mama developed a habit and it all happened too fast for either one of us to grab it I’m just sorry you were there and had to witness it first hand Cuz all I ever wanted to do was just make you proud Now I’m sittin’ in this empty house, just reminiscin’ Looking at your baby pictures it just trips me out To see how much you both have grown It’s almost like your sisters now Wow, I guess you pretty much are And daddy’s still here Laini I’m talking to you too Daddy’s still here I like the sound of that, yeah It’s got a ring to it, don’t it? Shhh, mama’s only gone for the moment Now hush little baby don’t you cry Everythings gonna be alright Stiffen that upper lip up little lady I told ya daddy’s here to hold ya Through the night I know mommy’s not here right now and we don’t know why We feel how we feel inside It may seem a little crazy pretty baby But I promise Mama’s gonna be alright And if you ask me to, Daddy’s gonna buy you a mocking bird I’ma give you the world I’ma buy a diamond ring for you I’ma sing for you, I’ll do anything for you to see you smile And if the mockingbird don’t sing and the ring don’t shine I’ma break that birdy’s neck I’ll go back to the ***eler who sold it to ya And make him eat every karat Don’t fuck wit dat. haha