Strangers Again

How did I get here And what have I done? It's like I've been sleeping for two years And I'm just waking up Like I'm coming out of a blackout Like I didn't see you 'till right now I look around and I'm feeling like I built a prison and put myself in it (Ahh, ahh) I don't wanna go through the motions (Ahh, ahh) No, I don't wanna I can't stand it when you touch me like that 'Cause it just reminds me of the nights that I spent Telling myself it was fine But now I'm over that I think it's better if we just pretend We're just strangers again Where do I go now? And where do I start? I don't wanna pick up the pieces I just wanna watch it all fall apart, fall apart I picture it fall apart like I said I would I wanted out but you held me down And fed me the lies I told you myself (Ahh, ahh) I don't wanna go through the motions (Ahh, ahh) No, I don't wanna I can't stand it when you touch me like that 'Cause it just reminds me of the nights that I spent Telling myself it was fine But now I'm over that I think it's better if we just pretend We're just strangers again We had what we had but it's done Now I'm over it Held on for too long when I should’ve let go of it And I know it was wrong but I tried to keep hold of it It was wrong, it was wrong, it was wrong I can't stand it when you touch me like that 'Cause it just reminds me of the nights that I spent Telling myself it was fine But now I'm over that I think it's better if we just pretend We're just strangers again I can't stand it when you touch me like that 'Cause it just reminds me of the nights that I spent Telling myself it was fine But now I'm over that I think it's better if we just pretend We're just strangers again