How did I get here And what have I done? It's like I've been sleeping for two years And I'm just waking up Like I'm coming out of a black out Like I didn't see you til right now I look around and I'm feeling Like I built a prison and put myself in it I don't wanna go through the motions No I don't wanna I can't stand it when you touch me like that Cause it just reminds me of the nights that I spent Telling myself it was fine but now I'm over that I think it's better if we just pretend we're just strangers again Where do I go now And where do I start? I don't wanna pick up the pieces I just wanna watch it all fall apart Fall apart, like it should Fall apart, like I said it would I wanted out, but you held me down And fed me the lies I told to myself I don't wanna go through the motions No I don't wanna I can't stand it when you touch me like that Cause it just reminds me of the nights that I spent Telling myself it was fine but now I'm over that I think it's better if we just pretend we're just strangers again We had what we had but it's done and I'm over it Held on for too long when I should've let go of it And I know it was wrong that I tried to keep hold of it It was wrong, it was wrong, it was wrong I can't stand it when you touch me like that Cause it just reminds me of the nights that I spent Telling myself it was fine but now I'm over that I think it's better if we just pretend we're just strangers again I can't stand it when you touch me like that Cause it just reminds me of the nights that I spent Telling myself it was fine but now I'm over that I think it's better if we just pretend we're just strangers again