How did I get here
And what have I done?
It's like I've been sleeping for two years
And I'm just waking up
Like I'm coming out of a black out
Like I didn't see you til right now
I look around and I'm feeling
Like I built a prison and put myself in it
I don't wanna go through the motions
No I don't wanna
I can't stand it when you touch me like that
Cause it just reminds me of the nights that I spent
Telling myself it was fine but now I'm over that
I think it's better if we just pretend we're just strangers again
Where do I go now
And where do I start?
I don't wanna pick up the pieces
I just wanna watch it all fall apart
Fall apart, like it should
Fall apart, like I said it would
I wanted out, but you held me down
And fed me the lies I told to myself
I don't wanna go through the motions
No I don't wanna
I can't stand it when you touch me like that
Cause it just reminds me of the nights that I spent
Telling myself it was fine but now I'm over that
I think it's better if we just pretend we're just strangers again
We had what we had but it's done and I'm over it
Held on for too long when I should've let go of it
And I know it was wrong that I tried to keep hold of it
It was wrong, it was wrong, it was wrong
I can't stand it when you touch me like that
Cause it just reminds me of the nights that I spent
Telling myself it was fine but now I'm over that
I think it's better if we just pretend we're just strangers again
I can't stand it when you touch me like that
Cause it just reminds me of the nights that I spent
Telling myself it was fine but now I'm over that
I think it's better if we just pretend we're just strangers again
