Disguise

Get up, get up! Fuck! Get out, never get out, never get out, never let go, never let go, never go The spiraling inside my own disguise "This is my design" But we're not here together Mirror, mirror, tell me who you see Am I you or me? I can never remember But you can't hide forever I found myself by losing hope I lost my way to find a home I hid myself to stay alive Now I'm ready to face my disguise Get out, never get out, never get out, never let go, never let go, never go I am locked within the box I built From the inside out Reassured by my doubt I (no) I don't want this fucking (no) codependent vice (no) But desperate measures call for desperate lies Desperate lies! I found myself by losing hope I lost my way to find a home I hid myself to stay alive Now I'm ready to face my disguise Sick of wearing a mask Sick of hiding my face Sick of every motherfucker that is in my way Sick of digging for answers While you bury the truth Fuck your method to my sadness, I will bury you Dig! Dig! I will not become a figure of my mistakes I will not become the mask, fear is not my fate You can't turn down anger, you can't silence pain You will not put out the fire that burns in me That burns in me! I sold my soul to my disguise I hid myself to stay alive I found myself by losing hope I lost my way to find a home I hid myself to spite my eyes I was losing myself in my disguise Fear I follow Safe in sorrow (In my disguise) Time I borrowed I'm ready to face my disguise Get out, never get out, never get out, never let go, never let go, never go Get out, never get out, never get out, never let go, never let go, never go