Pretender

Our love story, just as expected When it starts, it's just a one-man show Even though I was always by your side, I'm just in the audience An apology without emotion, just like always It's not so bad once you get used to it My romance with you is how life goes I knew it would never last I wish I had chosen a different setting, a different relation A different world-line where I could meet you I wish I had been able to show my love in a different personality With different values But I know it's pointless Goodbye I'm not your soulmate It hurts, but I can't deny it, but it's still hard to let go It hurts just to touch your hair, but It feels so sweet, no no Goodbye So, what are you to me? I don't know the answer, I don't want to know the answer If there's just one thing I know that's true, it's that "You're beautiful" Some self-important person lecturing about love But nothing makes any sense It's like seeing the nightscape of an unknown city from an airplane window I wish I had chosen a different setting, a different relation A different world-line where I could meet you I wish I could have had that love come true, and told you "I love you" without any responsibility With a pure heart But it's an empty wish Goodbye There's an end line beyond the hand I hold Every time it's prolonged, at the end of a tingling future You're not there, and I cry at that truth It's just too painful Goodbye I'm not your soulmate It hurts, but I can't deny it, but it's still hard to let go It hurts just to touch your hair, but It feels so sweet, no no Goodbye So, what are you to me? I don't know the answer, I don't want to know the answer If there's just one thing I know that's true, it's that "You're beautiful" (If this is all the rules of romance, it's not so bad) It's not so bad (Eternity cannot make any promises, but) Ah "You're so beautiful"