Talkin’ 2 Myself

Ayo Before I start this song man I just want to thank everybody for being so patient And baring with me over these last couple of years While I figure this shit out Is anybody out there? It feels like I’m talkin to myself No one seems to know my struggle And everything I come from Can anybody hear me? It guess I keep talkin to myself It feels like I’m going insane Am I the one whose crazy? Yeayah Woah wah Woah wah (oh oh oh oh oh) Woah wah Woah wah (oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh) So why in the world do I feel so alone Nobody but me, I’m on my own Is there anyone out there Who feels the way I feel That there is then let me in and let me know I’m not the only one(?) I went away I guess to open up some lanes But there was no one who even knew what I was going through Hatred was flowing through my veins On the verge of going insane I almost made a song dissin Lil Wayne It’s like I was jealous of him cause the attention he was gettin’ I felt horrible about myself He was spittin and I wasn’t Anyone who was buzzin back then coulda got it Almost went at Kanye too God it feels like I’m goin’ psychotic Thank god that I didn’t do it I would of had my ass handed to me And I knew it but proof wasn’t here to see me through it I’m in the booth poppin another pill tryna talk myself into it Are you stupid? You gon’ start dissin people for no reason? Especially when you can’t even write a decent punchline even You’re lying to yourself, you’re slowly dying, you’re denying Your health is declinging with your self esteem, you’re crying out for help Is anybody out there? It feels like I’m talkin to myself No one seems to know my struggle And everything I come from Can anybody hear me? It guess I keep talkin to myself It feels like I’m going insane Am I the one whose crazy? Yeayah So why in the world do I feel so alone Nobody but me, I’m on my own Is there anyone out there Who feels the way I feel That there is then let me in and let me know I’m not the only one(?) Marshall you’re no longer the man, that’s a bit of a pill to swallow All I know is some wallowin(?), self-loathing and hollow Bottoms up of pill bottle maybe I’ll hit my bottom tomorrow But I must be talkin to the wall though I don’t see nobody else ( I guess I keep talkin to myself) But all these other rappers suck is all that I know I’ve turned into a hater, I’ve put up a false mavado(?) But Marshall is not a egomaniac that’s not his motto HE’s not a desperado he’s desperate it’s startin to bottle inside em One foot on the brake one on the throttle Fallin asleep with writers block in the parking lot of mcdonalds But instead of feeling sorry for yourself do something about it Admit you got a problem you brain is clouded you pouted long enough It isn’t them it’s you you fuckin baby Quit worrying about what they do and do fuckin shady I’m fucking going crazy Is anybody out there? It feels like I’m talkin to myself No one seems to know my struggle And everything I come from Can anybody hear me? It guess I keep talkin to myself It feels like I’m going insane Am I the one whose crazy? Yeayah So why in the world do I feel so alone Nobody but me, I’m on my own Is there anyone out there Who feels the way I feel That there is then let me in and let me know I’m not the only one(?) So I pick up myself off the ground and fuckin slam before I drown Hit my bottom so hard I bounce twice suffice this time around It’s different them last two albums didn’t count Encore I was on drugs, Relapse I was flushing em out I’ve come up to make it up to you no more fucking around I’ve got something to prove to fans I feel like I let em down So please accept my apology I finally feel like I’m back to normal Let me formally reintroduce myself to you for those of you who don’t know The new mes back to the old me and homie I don’t show no Signs of slowin up, pullin up, blowin up, all over no mo My life is no longer a movie but the shows aint over homos I’m back with a vengeance homie weezy keep ya head up TI keep ya head up, Kanye keep ya head up Don’t let up, keep slayin em Rest in Peace to DJ AM Cause I know what it’s like I struggle with this shit every single day Is anybody out there? It feels like I’m talkin to myself No one seems to know my struggle And everything I come from Can anybody hear me? It guess I keep talkin to myself It feels like I’m going insane Am I the one whose crazy? Yeayah So why in the world do I feel so alone Nobody but me, I’m on my own Is there anyone out there Who feels the way I feel That there is then let me in and let me know I’m not the only one(?)