Never Love Again

I could be with anybody, I choose you Still, it's no excuse to abuse you But no one knows what I'm goin' through, so I'd use you To be truthful, I wouldn't know what to do if I lose you So I refuse to, might have a screw loose and a fuse blew But I think I might be buildin' up a tolerance to you 'Cause one minute I'm hollerin', "Screw you" Next, I take it back, guess you can say I'm tryna unscrew you But the shit's about to pop off, yeah, I feel you up Then I got you totally open as soon as I take your top off You're so hard to resist, you knock my socks off My friends say you're bad for me, hogwash I'll never love again The way I loved you Did you find someone new Are you doin' this with them 'Cause I remember when Still remember when you was mine, yeah We were inseparable at one time, yeah You know my love for you was undying, yeah Used to always have my back Some days it feels like you're all that I have That's why I'm tryna hold onto you for as long as I can And you just want me for my money so I got you wrapped all in saran Damn, talk about eatin' out the palm of my hand But if not for my financials I wouldn't have you anyways, there have been ample Plenty days, where I'm just in a daze and I can't pull Myself up out this rut and you're so much of a handful I can only take so much of you all at one time Because too much of you's just too much to swallow sometimes Gotta take you in doses, but when you're not at my side I shake in convulsions, separation anxiety 'cause we may be the closest Yeah, baby, we hopeless, don't we make an atrocious Combination? We know, it's like playin' with explosives Quite dangerous though, but my brain's in hypnosis Such a wide range of emotions Migraines, but why the fuck am I takin' these MOTRINs Ibuprofens, like a drop of rain in the ocean And you're my fix on the days when I'm broken But the shit's about to go sideways, I just know it I'll never love again The way I loved you Did you find someone new Are you doin' this with them 'Cause I remember when Still remember when you was mine, yeah We were inseparable at one time, yeah You know my love for you was undying, yeah Used to always have my back So I spiral downwardly 'cause I'm too cowardly to leave you Head is clouded in a fallacy, but in reality Somehow it seems like when I lay me down to sleep I'm counting sheep You're bound to creep 'Cause every time I turn around, you keep runnin' out on me You're my Xanax and my valium, I'm an addict, you're a downer You're my habit, it's like I found you in the cabinet But it's like I can't uncap it 'cause it's childproof A scoundrel and fiend's how I feel around you Awful, every time I lost you, felt like I had you in my pocket Now I'm flippin' over the furniture, punchin' holes in the walls through Everything that we've gone through How many times you've fucked me But the way it felt for me to be on top when I was on you Swore my fealty, but word to G.O.D I thought you loved me, bitch, you tried to kill me, I'm getting off you Quit callin' for me, hard proof's how I respond to The Ambien and Tylenols too Fuck all you Fuckin' bitch We're done