Nineteen

Some days when I'm down just a little bit I drop myself to the floor It's not a problem if it hurts because I can't feel ache anymore I only came back home because I wanted to see what's changed And when I realise everyone's gone, but I still feel the same I wasn't meant to be This bored at nineteen My friend lived next to me Now she won't wanna see Me look differently Now that I'm nineteen And now I wish that I could tell all my ex jobs in retail That I should've stayed at work 'cause of the A Levels I failed My cousin just told me that my favourite shop shut down And my other one just told me that I've always got a frown My, my mind's alone Because I'm alone My mind's alone Because I'm alone My mind's alone Because I'm alone My mind's alone Because I'm alone I wasn't meant to be (The gore, the pain, I've had so much I love to hate the way I shaped Because I'm hurt and living rough And I know I'm nothing to you) My friend lived next to me Now she won't wanna see Me look differently Now that I'm nineteen