Forever Winter (Taylor's Version) (From The Vault)

He says he doesn't believe anything much he hears these days He says, "Why fall in love, just so you can watch it go away?" He spends most of his nights wishing it was how it used to be He spends most of his flights getting pulled down by gravity I call, just checking up on him He's up, 3 A.M., pacing He says, "It's not just a phase I'm in" My voice comes out begging All this time I didn't know You were breaking down I'd fall to pieces on the floor If you weren't around Too young to know it gets better I'll be summer sun for you forever Forever winter if you go He seems fine most of the time Forcing smiles and never minds His laugh is a symphony When the lights go out, it's hard to breathe I pull at every thread trying to solve the puzzles in his head Live my life scared to death he'll decide to leave instead I call, just checking up on him He's up, 5 A.M., wasted Long gone, not even listening My voice comes out screaming All this time I didn't know You were breaking down I'd fall to pieces on the floor If you weren't around Too young to know it gets better I'll be summer sun for you forever Forever winter if you go If I was standing there in your apartment I'd take that bomb in your head and disarm it I'd say I love you even at your darkest and Please don't go I didn't know You were breaking down I'd fall to pieces on the floor If you weren’t around Too young to know it gets better I'll be summer sun for you forever Forever winter if you go I'll be your summer sun forever At 3 A.M., pacing All this time I didn't know At 5 A.M., wasted I'd be in pieces on the floor Forever winter if you go He says he doesn't believe anything much he hears these days I say, "Believe in one thing, I won't go away"