Novocaine

"You know what's wrong with you, Miss Whoever-You-Are? You're chicken, you've got no guts. You're afraid to stick out your chin and say, "Okay, life's a fact, people do fall in love, people do belong to each other, because that's the only chance anybody's got for real happiness." You call yourself a free spirit, a wild thing, and you're terrified somebody's gonna stick you in a cage. Well, baby, you're already in that cage. You built it yourself. And it's not bounded in the west by Tulip, Texas, or in the east by Somaliland. It's wherever you go. Because no matter where you run, you just end up running into yourself." I remember nights every summer at your house It was you and me together was the only time I felt (yeah) Now you're on your own spending time with someone else (yeah) I can't even trip cause I did this to myself Now you say stupid sh like you wish you never met me Gassed up by your friends they hold everything against me I just need some time, peace of mind, feeling empty All she ever wanted was a little more attention And was it too much Probably not But where I'm at Is all I got Now I'm in my bedroom Door locked And I'm doing all I can not to cry How am I supposed to let you go Someone please let me know Cause you was my novocaine I need you to numb this pain How am I supposed to let you go Someone please let me know Cause you was my novocaine I need you to numb this pain I just want this to work Even though we know it's hell But to say I'm not a burden you'd be lying to yourself Sick of all the distance and I can't tell Thinking things will change but it never will It's too late, I tried, same games, no prize I'm all alone, I want you home All I wanted was someone to call my own And was it too much Probably not But where I'm at Is all I got Now I'm in my bedroom Door locked And I'm doing all I can not to cry How am I supposed to let you go Someone please let me know Cause you was my novocaine I need you to numb this pain How am I supposed to let you go Someone please let me know Cause you was my novocaine I need you to numb this pain Baby come numb up this pain I think I'm going insane Healing me up, beating me down Making me doubt I don't know no more (I don't want it anymore) How am I supposed to let you go (let you go) Someone please let me know (let me know) Cause you was my novocaine (novocaine novocaine) I need you to numb this pain (numb this pain numb this pain) How am I supposed to let you go (let you go) Someone please let me know (let me know) Cause you was my novocaine(ooh yeah) I need you to numb this pain(I need you to numb this pain)