Older Than I Am

My heart's seen things I wish it didn't Somewhere I lost some of my innocence And I miss it I miss it Stay up all night thinking it's twisted My life's been survival of the fittest But I did it I did it I do all my own healing Manage all of my feelings I don't ask for help, no 'Cause I don't need it 'Cause I don't need it Sometimes I wish I could do something stupid Be kinda reckless while I can Say I don't give a damn But I'm older than I am I could get hurt and get some scars to prove it Just say to hell with all my plans 'Cause I don't give a damn But I'm older than I am Why am I always the one making decisions? How do I handle the pressure? I do my best to fake it But honestly I hate it I do all my own fighting I'm who I'ma confide in Maybe I need help, no I won't deny it I won't deny it Sometimes I wish I could do something stupid Be kinda reckless while I can Say I don't give a damn But I'm older than I am I could get hurt and get some scars to prove it Just say to hell with all my plans 'Cause I don't give a damn But I'm older than I am Older than I, older than I, older than I I'm older and I don't give a damn I'm older than I am