My heart's seen things, I wish it didn't
Somewhere, I lost some of my innocence
And I miss it
I miss it
Stay up all night thinking it's twisted
My life's been survival of the fittest
But I did it
I did it
I do, all my own healing
Manage, all in my feelings
I don't ask for help, no
'Cause I don't need it, 'cause I don't need it
Sometimes I wish I could do something stupid
Be kinda reckless while I can
Say "I don't give a damn"
But I'm older than I am
I could get hurt and get some scars to prove it
Just say, "To Hell with all my plans"
'Cause I don't give a damn
But I'm older than I am
Why am I always the one making decisions
How do I handle the pressure
I do my best to fake it
But honestly, I hate it
Oh, I do, all my own fighting
I'm who, I'ma confide in
Maybe I need help, no
I won't deny it, I won't deny it
Sometimes I wish I could do something stupid
Be kinda reckless while I can
Say "I don't give a damn"
But I'm older than I am
I could get hurt and get some scars to prove it
Just say, "To Hell with all my plans"
'Cause I don't give a damn
But I'm older than I am
Older than I am, older than I am, older than I am
I'm older and I don't give a damn
I'm older than I am
