My heart's seen things, I wish it didn't Somewhere, I lost some of my innocence And I miss it I miss it Stay up all night thinking it's twisted My life's been survival of the fittest But I did it I did it I do, all my own healing Manage, all in my feelings I don't ask for help, no 'Cause I don't need it, 'cause I don't need it Sometimes I wish I could do something stupid Be kinda reckless while I can Say "I don't give a damn" But I'm older than I am I could get hurt and get some scars to prove it Just say, "To Hell with all my plans" 'Cause I don't give a damn But I'm older than I am Why am I always the one making decisions How do I handle the pressure I do my best to fake it But honestly, I hate it Oh, I do, all my own fighting I'm who, I'ma confide in Maybe I need help, no I won't deny it, I won't deny it Sometimes I wish I could do something stupid Be kinda reckless while I can Say "I don't give a damn" But I'm older than I am I could get hurt and get some scars to prove it Just say, "To Hell with all my plans" 'Cause I don't give a damn But I'm older than I am Older than I am, older than I am, older than I am I'm older and I don't give a damn I'm older than I am