Lonely

Why am I so damn lonely Am I the only one who feels this way Why am I so damn reckless I can't shake this, I am not okay And they say, maybe I should learn a little thing about depression Like crying to a stranger's gonna help me with progression And I don't wanna take it, I don't wanna learn my lesson All I really want is just the love and the affection And they don't understand a single word that I am saying All they wanna do is put me on some medication It's hard for me to open up, it's hard for me to say shit Writin' all this music's like my form of meditation And ooh-ooh, they've come to take me away again Take control of me and all my friends I've got this feeling and I can't pretend Why am I so damn lonely Am I the only one who feels this way Why am I so damn reckless I can't shake this, I am not okay Why am I so damn lonely Am I the only one who feels this way Why am I so damn reckless I can't shake this, I am not okay So I thought, what's the point in trying if I cannot find a reason I'm lying to myself, I got a problem with believing Believing in the good, I know my face can be deceiving 'Cause I've been tryna hide that I've been falling off the deep end We're posting happy photos like we have two different faces Writing, "Take me back to this" from when we're on vacation Doesn't help me fill this hole of loneliness I'm facing Like twenty-likes a post supposed to be the one salvation And ooh-ooh, they've come to take me away again Take control of me and all my friends I've got this feeling and I can't pretend Why am I so damn lonely Am I the only one who feels this way Why am I so damn reckless I can't shake this, I am not okay Why am I so damn lonely Am I the only one who feels this way Why am I so damn reckless I can't shake this, I am not okay, ooh-ooh